Hey there!
I just want to say a couple of things about how I came to better know Jesus Christ. I grew up living my life with sin, was into drugs and alcohol, fornication, foul mouth, etc. I was really sad living a life like that. I wanted to stop all that stuff, but I couldn't. I started asking God for help, and asking God for help, and asking God for help. A little while passed by, almost Gave up on God. The Lord has since Delivered me from alcoholism, drug addiction, and a multitude of other things. I wanted a christian wife. I received that also. There are so many things to be thankful for. If you have faith in God and trust in him and desire to know him, He will hear you crys. I KNOW FOR A FACT!!! Jesus ain't a God that will beat you over the head for being a sinner. He will love you for who you are and help you repent (turn away) from your sin. His word tells us All have sinned and come short of the Glory of God. It's easy to give your life to God just Pray and ask him for forgiveness for your sins and tell him you accept Jesus Christ into your heart as Lord and Saviour in Jesus name. Amen.
"...That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. (Romans 10:9)" Remember when God makes a promise he will keep it.